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[Jul. 19th, 2009|09:23 pm] |
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Don't I have a copy of Shawshank Redemption? |
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| mmmmmmm |
[Jul. 19th, 2009|07:31 pm] |
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Ware Yami Tote makes my cells sing. |
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| tiny trivial amounts of booze makes me tipsy |
[Jul. 18th, 2009|04:28 pm] |
I think I will watch incredibles and try to build a sim 2 version of my old house instead of arguing with people about that stupid Pearl book.
It's so... useless to argue. I'll also have tea and eat yogurt
I think I am starting to like spiders a bit, even though they are creepy. |
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[Jul. 18th, 2009|12:33 am] |
I'm so sick and tired of people bullying kids. Why the hell should a kid be spanked because he's in a bad mood? What is WRONG with people? Why do they think they can control and rule over a small child? They can't allow the child to feel anything that makes them uncomfortable.
This is why folks go and join fraternities and sororities and do stupid embarrassing things to belong. Because parents don't want their kids to think for themselves so they take away all of their power because it threatens their parental authority.
I'm not even trying to be like that! If my child wants to stop around and be angry, they can do that! If they want to laugh out loud, they can! My kid will NOT repress their emotions and grow up neurotic or stuck with stomach aches and teeth grinding because they got anxiety! |
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| oh, hell to the no |
[Jul. 17th, 2009|10:39 pm] |
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Why would anyone want to run with the bulls? |
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| Writer's Block: The Best |
[Jul. 17th, 2009|09:44 pm] |
Tall ships. They were so pretty. And this big stinky moth I love so much.
He smells musky. I guess it's to keep things from eating him and killing him. |
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| If a British Person Makes up a Word, does it make it more... valid? |
[Jul. 16th, 2009|08:54 pm] |
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I WANT TO BE A WRITER, DAMMIT.
But it seems so IMPOSSIBLE. I've wanted to write since I was a kid... Since before I could talk.
My two true loves, Music/Stories.
How the heck can that be accomplished? I don't want to be stuck on the treadmill of boring jobs. Writing is what I want to do... I make up stories all the time.
Constantly.
Though some of these epics are a bit dull and frustrate me slightly. Maybe they lack drama. I DON'T KNOW!
it's just the problem with writing is it's like being in love with a person you feel you can never have in a million years. All your cells WANT that person. Your atoms cry out to them, your DNA wants to get into their genes, but it isn't POSSIBLE and you have to tell yourself to be... realistic.
But, fear is cowardly. Why be cowardly? I need to have more discipline, is all.
I also have horrible grammar.
Now for a late dinner. |
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| yay! this special |
[Jul. 16th, 2009|08:31 pm] |
About JK Rowling is cool.
I was lucky enough to go to that Carnegie hall thing. She signed forty million books and I took my friend Rebecca who had a great time BUT IT SUCKED THAT I LOST THAT JOB!
Mind you, they were going to fire me anyway.
Poor woman's hand must have been sooooooo sore. But I think she wrote a series I enjoyed immensely.
Y KANT AI SPEL?!
Anyway, she looks like she doesn't take crap, but I sure enjoyed that series.
For example, today is the 4 anniversary of Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince coming out. I remember it well, because I walked to the store before midnight to buy it.
It's also another annoying anniversary. I can't believe it's been 4 YEARS!!!!!!! AUGH! It's so futile.
See, most folks hate the epilogue, but I like it so there...
Aslo she frigging PWNS osc. No one is a perfect writer, but her books are so much more satisfying. I had a dream I was reading an Orson Scott Card book and it was annoying me so much. It was one that didn't exist.
She can write a good, exciting book WITHOUT NAGGING PEOPLE!
He should take a page from her book.
Furthermore, A. when he makes a gay character he forces him to marry a woman or stay celebate and the character goes on and on about how wrong it is to be gay and how you have to get married to be part of the web of life and have kids and you can't do that as a gay person because homosexuality is bad for society and for the good of society people have to put aside their homosexual tendencies and give in to the status QUO. AAARRRRRRGGGGGGGSSSSSS
Where as in the case of HP, come on. It has nothing to do with Dumbledore's sexuality. You got to admit it would be nice if someone being gay was treated like, well, not a big deal. SO what, this fellow is gay. It would be nice if it was no big deal like being straight is. Some folks are just gay and folks won't get pissed about it.
Would be cool.
I mostly just hope Dumbledore didn't spend his whole life being alone. That would have sucked!
Also, folks complaining about spoilers WHY HAVEN'T YOU READ THE BOOKS BY NOW! DAMMIT! READ! READING IS GOOD! *Drops books on people* |
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[Jul. 16th, 2009|06:37 pm] |
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The hell goes around smelling moths? |
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| stinky! |
[Jul. 16th, 2009|06:34 pm] |
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This moth smells! |
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| ANOTHER MOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! |
[Jul. 16th, 2009|05:52 pm] |
I have another MOTH!!!! It's a CYNTHIA MOTH!
I think it's a guy moth, but I don't know. If it's a girl, it will call other moths, but it's not like the antennaes are huge. It cheered me up. |
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[Jul. 14th, 2009|11:52 pm] |
She sped past scales, graduating to playing actual songs. (But she knew she could play those, but there was something called the basics, the BASICS, holding her hands a certain way, practicing scales, not playing for too long.
After a half an hour lesson she wanted to go back to playing the piano, but instead, again with the cards. She already KNEW how to read. Nick taught her ages ago. Constantly she was told to make eye contact.
She didn't want to.
Eye contact overwhelmed and distracted her, it was like drowning looking into those pools. She would have rather looked at her hands, willing them to grow longer like Rachmaninov. She was young, barely spoke, but already classical music could make her sway with her eyes closed. Sometimes she'd spin around like a Sufi. Her hands would flap when she heard a part she liked and she'd let out little squeals of pure joy.
Nick was always exposing her to music. She couldn't separate it into genres, it wasn't just the black marks on the page, it was pure emotion. Her emotion.
Contrary to what people who surrounded her said (not family, friends of the family, relatives) she had feelings, acute ones. Music was best at bringing them out, but they were there. There were times when she cried and threw tantrums when things got overwhelming and worn her out. Sometimes there was something raging in her, something from the past and it made her scream and cry.
Only music could calm her down, her new mother's soft voice. She'd wait until she could stand her arms around her to hold her.
she got older, her piano playing matured and got better, she was allowed to play complicated music none of the other students were playing. The world would fade, it was just the music and her.
She'd open her eyes to someone standing over her telling her it's time to eat. She'd pick over her mashed potatoes or plain pasta with butter and salt, go to bed and look forward to waking up to play again.
Except now there was school.
Now she could talk, write, do limited amounts of math. (She hated it, her brain seemed to shut down at the site of numbers.) Her mother and brother had taught her at first, but she'd always want to take off and run to the piano unless her brother was teaching her in little bites with things she was interested in. Even math was a bit better wrapped up in music.
She started kindergarten and whined because it was hours without a piano she could play. She knew her ABCs. Except for the songs, it was so boring. She never wanted to play with the kids. They were interested in things that were so dull. |
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[Jul. 14th, 2009|08:47 pm] |
Because I can understand eating various animals because you're starving, but these are rich middle class people who can afford to eat something that isn't a chimpanzee going extinct!
AUGH! Why do people have to ruin the whole world?
They got to kill these animal's mothers in front of them. Try to sell those poor traumatized babies as pets who probably go insane because they miss their mothers and stay with them for 2 years.
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE?
Yes, I understand the irony of it all, but, I don't know, is there a difference between eating something grown and raised, that can't live without the protection of humans because their wildness, like the wings of Bombi Mori has been bred away and eating chimpanzees who are our close relatives?
Hmm. Perhaps I should go vegetarian and eat a lot of tofu and share it with the crabby cakes.
But dang it, it's such a waste....
Though I am hypocritical and hate the idea of eating rabbits, yet I regularly eat meat... Something to consider.
And I get grossed out by the idea of eating insects. Especially moths and butterflies.
But it would be practical to eat bugs, there's so many of them. I wonder if bugs have feelings. I don't think they do, but they could. Cows and pigs definitely have feelings. Chickens too.
Plants could have feelings as well though.
And yet chimps actually attack and eat other monkeys, which is interesting...
Also, I feel less traumatized by those pictures, so that's good. *whew*
Gods, I hope those were photoshopped... I don't even want to think of someone doing something that horrible. |
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| Chimps. I like them |
[Jul. 14th, 2009|08:36 pm] |
Chimpanzees are kind of cool, but not as cool as bonobos who are a lot cooler. They have sex instead of fight.
That's cool.
People however should NOT KEEP CHIMPANZEES AS PETS, DANG IT! That annoys me! |
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| I fail at booze |
[Jul. 14th, 2009|12:44 am] |
Everyone in the world is good at alcohol but me. But I hate most booze unless it's cosmos and sweet wine.
Plus I can't have too much because I was already like X_X from this wine spritzer I added sugar to and my neighbour was like, you cannot have a fuzzy navel because I'll have to drag you up the stairs. |
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